我很好?

糟透了...

觉得无助
无人依靠
心跌谷底

好想停下一切...回家...
也好想哭...

哭不是要认输
是想抒发内心的无奈
让软弱重新变强

**今天真正体会能得到真心朋友的支持，其实真的能给自己很大的鼓励动力
**相反少了真心朋友的鼓励支持，的确感到消沉，消极

我...不好...

信任与不诚实——Trust & Dishonest

信任——Trust

我喜欢相信

相信让人有安全感

去相信 是一种勇气

被相信 是一种福气

不过 有一种相信

叫蒙蔽的相信

眼睁睁看着 心里却是被包着

也会相信

那是因为只要相信就会有希望

但 别忘了

互相相信才有信任 不然就只有绝望

不诚实——Dishonest

我也喜欢不诚实

不诚实让人看清一切

不诚实的对待      是笨蛋

被不诚实的对待  也是笨蛋

但 就是还有很多笨蛋

那是因为不诚实的背后 还有信任

眼睁睁说瞎话 心会虚？

或认为是善意的？

不诚实足以构成绝望

但 也唯有信任

足以让不诚实构回希望

不诚实的信任

是虚构虚假虚幻

信任不诚实

是伟大的

也是有代价的

Today. That Day

Last year de Today

the most beautiful day in my life

my life changed from a mono tone to a colorful life

I met you

Do you believe first sight love? Yes, I do

and here the very 1st love story of mine begins

You bring me out of myself

of who I am

You give me the courage to face myself

I feel so comfortable when I'm with you

You are very understanding

and now I'm gradually coming out

Thank you for letting me know who I am

Throughout the year

We have been through so many things

so much memory

so much of love

Everything is so new and fresh to me

Thank you for giving me so much

I realize I have been falling deeply into you

I have totally no feeling towards other

I love doing things for you

I love talking to you

I love listening to your laugh

I love the 'fur' on your face

and I enjoy looking into your eyes the most

because I see myself in your eye

I used to be very tough since my family has problems

I'm getting weak inside but I have to act strong

I need to stand up for my family as I'm the eldest son

and with your existence

I finally have someone who cares for me

can listen to me

I'm really touched when you actually hold my hand when crossing the road

even though it is just a very tiny action

it touches my heart

since when i never feel like that

feel safe

I will always be there for you

whenever wherever

My heart will go on after you

support you

accompany you

happy for you

proud of you

&

love you

=Happy Anniversary=

To you_For me_For myself

To you:

Sometimes I really feel hard to catch your thought

Sometimes you're so mysterious

Sometimes you're so emotional

I feel less protective & lonely

I feel I'm being ignored

I feel confuse on how you look at me

But I really love the way you're

For me:

You're always my first thought before I do anything

I wanna share my life with you

I'm over the cloud 9 whenever I heard your voice, especially your laugh

I love taking care of you and accompany by your side

You're at the center of my mind

Seriously, I'm willing to protect you with my life without any doubts

I really thought about this

I cant believe I can actually get this decision

So I understand how important you're to me

No matter what that's not important already

As the love for you is more than any thing else

I know who I really love

I will keep to my faith

And I believe one day you will realize my intention

Is all for you

That's the way I prove my love

I know love is to show, not just by saying it

For myself,

I'm so proud of myself

For being honest to lead the life I want

To chase for the love that I wish

To step out

And my honesty and loyalty towards a relationship

I will prove to my parents and world

There is true love

*God bless*

Put the Glass Down

... Study this small story.Hope that makes a BIG change in YOU.

A Professor began his class by holding up

a glass with some water in it.

He held it up for all to see & asked the students

“How much do you think this glass weighs?”

'50g!' ....

'100g!' ..... '125g'

..the students answered.

“I really don't know unless I weigh it,”

said the professor,

“but, my question is:

What would happen if I held it up like this

for a few minutes?”

'Nothing' …..the students said.

'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the professor asked.

'Your arm would begin to ache' said one of the student.

“You're right, now what would happen

if I held it for a day?”

“Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis &

have to go to hospital for sure!”

… ventured another student

& all the students laughed …

“Very good, But during all this,

did the weight of the glass change?”

asked the professor.

‘No’…. Was the answer.

“Then what caused the arm ache &

the muscle stress?”

The students were puzzled.

“What should I do now to come out of pain?”

asked professor again.

‘Put the glass down!’ said one of the students.

“Exactly!” said the professor.

Life's problems are something like this.

Hold it for a few minutes in your head &

they seem OK.

Think of them for a long time &

they begin to ache.

Hold it even longer &

they begin to paralyze you.

You will not be able to do anything.

It's important to think of the challenges or problems in your life,

but EVEN MORE IMPORTANT is to

‘PUT THEM DOWN’

at the end of every day before

You go to sleep.

That way, you are not stressed,

you wake up every day fresh &

strong & can handle any issue,

any challenge that comes your way!

So, When you leave office today,

Remember my friend to …

'PUT THE GLASS DOWN TODAY!

VaLenTine's

Valentine's Day

It's a day specially for you & me

Just wanna say I Love You always

You're the greatest gift I even have

Thank you for being there

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

**kissing on the bridge,oh yea..how romantic..

uo$>|)bf<3!